From Swan to Ugly Duckling

I feel stupid....

2006-05-10T15:58:00.000-05:00

Okay, so I'm such an idiot. I have a crush. On a friend. Who probably only views me platonically. Who graduates next Saturday. Who I may never see after this semester. *hits head against wall*

Never mind...

2006-02-05T01:42:00.000-06:00

Just one...Oh Lord just kill me now. Strike me with lightning, or have a tree fall on me or something...
Gah...

Blah

2006-02-02T22:53:00.000-06:00

Shit...It's happening again. I have a crush on two guys at once....argh.

This hasn't happened in awhile...crap...I hope neither of them see this. Well, I don't have to worry about Lukas because of his vendetta against blogs and the Internet. But Kip...

Argh...just shoot me now...

When it rains, it pours...

2006-01-17T16:47:00.000-06:00

When it rains, it pours. It seems like everytime something goes bad, it all goes bad. Maybe now that something good has happened, it'll start getting better. My grandpa has cancer, and my aunt's brother in law died. But I still get to go to the best college in the world. Strange how things work out.

I hate my life...

2006-01-10T17:23:00.000-06:00

Ugh. I really really really need your guys' prayer. I'm in some deep scheisse now.
A couple days ago, my parents sat me down and said that if I couldn't find a way to get $6,000, I won't be able to go back to Union next semester for school.
The 6 grand is what's left over after financial aid. Last semester, my parents helped me out with $4,000 from their savings bonds and stuff, and that is all they're able to pay, and then there was $2,000 from my savings account, and so that's pretty much screwed. I don't have very many options left...
I really need your prayer for this. It's really important to me. I love that school, and it would break my heart to have to leave. Please pray for a miracle.

Everything will be alright

2005-11-14T23:24:00.000-06:00

I'm dreaming bout those dreamy eyes

I never knew, I never knew

But it's alright...

Kind of boring day...I guess

2005-11-10T23:37:00.000-06:00

I dunno...twasn't that exciting. Was up until 3 this morning, so I got about 3 hours and 45 minutes of sleep. Had work at 7, and then drawing class at 8. I'm so sick of that drawing. But it is encouraging to know that Mr. Nadaskay likes my low definition drawing. Now my high def. one....that's a completely different story. *rolls eyes*
I also made Kent cry...shut up Tommy. No, it wasn't funny. I felt really bad. And Tommy threw my shoes in the garbage. So what if I hit you in the butt. Dude, get over it...
; )
Gym class was....different. We played ultimate frisbee. And I popped out my knee, so I just kinda pretended I was involved. I basically walked from one end of the field to the other. Maybe that's why we were winning...I wasn't playing. Lol.
Then I ate dinner at Coburn and went to Hobby Lobby with Danielle and Ashley to grab some sketching pencils and I found this really awesome mat for my Lórien map that I'm working on. Then Ashley and I dropped Danielle off at her room and then headed to Target to get some stuff. I got this really cute snowman box for my mum for Christmas in the $1 section. Then I went back to my room to catch some sleep. But I ended talking to my mum and Vanessa first. I slept nice and looooong though. ^_^
And then I had to get up for Life Group at 8. We went to DEAL$ and got a bunch of stuff to fill a couple of shoeboxes for Operation Christmas Child. A bunch of college guys in the toy aisle of a dollar store. Not a good idea. o_OLol...And now I'm just chillin'. I'm probably going to go down to the commons to chill in about half an hour. But for now I'll just sit here...listening to my new favorite song....probably check Facebook and MySpace about 5 trillion times... : P

Boredom reigns supreme...

2005-11-01T21:35:00.000-06:00

*yawn*
I'm kinda tired. I pulled an all nighter last night because of our stupid drawing that was due this morning. I had work at 7 which really sucked. I'm glad that I only have two classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I was able to take a nice long nap after lunch. I think I got up around 5...That was great. Now I'm just waiting for INK. It starts in about 20 minutes....urgh. I'm bored. I have pretty much nothing to do. Well...I guess I do. But I 'm a slacker and I'm not doing schoolwork right now, so just you hush...

yawn

2005-10-30T15:11:00.000-06:00

*sings* This is the shift that never eeends...
Oh well. At least it's relatively quiet in here. I swear, if I have to listen to my roommates for ONE MORE NIGHT I'll scream my bloody guts out till I'm blue in the face. I'm tired as heck because of those two. Grrr...
I've been doing pretty good this weekend. Probably because I haven't seen Steven at all. I hate it how that man gets under my skin. I wish I could just forget that I was ever attracted to him and we could go back to being the friends we used to be. Argh. Vie est la chienne...

Bored out of my mind....

2005-10-29T04:30:00.000-05:00

You know you're bored when you create the five trillionth blog that it is possible to post in... I have this thing for blogs, I guess. Lets see. I have :
8 Xangas
1 MySpace
1 Facebook
2 Diarylands
1 LiveJournal
2 Bloggers

Pathetic. Tis also 4:30 in the morning. I've obviously got nothing better to do with my time. I couldn't possibly find it within myself to sleep. Nope. *rolls eyes* I'm beginning to think I've gone completely mental...

o_O